Tough times.

I've been going through a rough patch lately. been trying to decide what is right for me.
I know now that I want to do streaming, be an artist full time at some point, and be a better person.
Its been hard and I've come to some realizations. some 100% know and some like 10% knowing what I want. I've never been one to desire anything except inanimate objects just because they can't hurt you like a lot of people can. I hope i can come into being while still trying to be the best person i can be and be an inspiration for those who are in my life.

I want to go somewhere.

It's practically summer and alot of my friends parties are dying down. It'll be some chill time sometime so I'll keep this up. with pictures for now I can't but I hope to take some pictures and live life to its fullest and take a tea break every once a while.